hey hey, wassup yo
gue pengen cuti bentar lah ya dari twitter, mungkin sampe minggu dpn, bulan depan, atau never! hahah. iyasih gue pasti cuti twitter kalo ada sesuatu hal yg bikin sakit hati, kayak dulu. gue pasti tau kabar buruk, berita buruk, pokoknya sesuatu yg buruk dr twitter. salah gue juga sih ya ngestalk orang, tapi emang gue suka ngestalk gimana doongg?? hahah.
pokoknya bulan ini, tepatnya minggu ini adalah masa-masa suram gue deh. dalam seminggu aja gue udah nangis berapa kali taudeh padahal biasanya jarang gue nangis. trus minggu ini paling kerasa gapunya duit. ya cukuplah sampe akhir minggu (kan gue dikasih uang jajan mingguan). pas hari sabtu aja, wah itu sama oliv sama iik (adeknya oliv) kerasa bgt ya liv miskinnya ckck.
trus sekarang, ya terutama hari ini, hr minggu tgl 29 adalah hari yg gue... bener2 gatau mau ngapain. gue tuh hari ini wasting time bgt sumpah. gue ga belajar, padahal gue tau bgt gue tuh masih kurang bgt di pelajaran dann, bentar lagi mau ujian semester. 3 hari lagi. OHMY. pr gue juga numpuk bgt tapi ga ada satupun yang dikerjain. aaa gue tau gue pemales, gue pengen berubahhh gimana dong huhu.
gue pengen jadi orang yg hemat, ga boros kaya sekarang
gue pengen jadi orang yg rajin belajar, yg nilai2nya bagus dan bisa bikin bangga
gue pengen jadi orang yg rajin ngerjain pr biar tambah ngerti pelajarannya
gue pengen jadi orang yg bisa selalu positive thinking dan optimis terus
gue pengen jadi orang yg kuat, yg tegar, yg ga cengeng, dan sabar
gue pengen jadi orang yg baik, halus, lembut, sopan, dan ga nyakitin orang lain
gue pengen jadi orang yg bisa ngendaliin emosi dan ngendaliin situasi
gue pengen jadi orang yg berguna buat siapapun dan bisa jadi 'hero'
semua yg diatas ga terlalu muluk2 kan?? gue bisa kok gue yakin, nah itu aja udah optimis kan udah positive thinkin'
semuanya doain ya biar keinginan gue tercapai. gue pengan bgt berubah 180 derajat abis ulangtahun gue yg ke 14, ato gausah se ekstrem itu lah tapi ya tetetp aja. gue gamau pecicilan dan banyak omong lagi tp gue pengen tetep easy going jadi gue bisa dpt temen banyak dan sedikit -atau bahkan gakada- musuh
trus hal yang bisa buat gue lupa sama masalah gue, dan beban gue, bisa bikin gue tenang cuman 2 :
1, dengerin musik lewat earphone, lagu favorit
2, baca novel kesenengan gue, yg kayak petualangan gitu dan sedikit romance nya
kayaknya segitu aja yaaa, udah kepenjangan nih hehe
byeee, and cheers :))))
diah
11.29.2009
11.27.2009
survive
hey all, its me again
i miss this blog, and i wanna write in bahasa hehe
maaf ya gue ngeblog kalo cuman lg ada masalah ato apa. tapi emang itu kan gunanya blog, buat cerita? walaupun banyak postingan gue yg isinya gajelas-an semua
gue lagi bingung plus sediiiiiiiiiiihhhh bgtt
gue ganyangka aja
tapi entah knp gue dpt bad feeling
gue tau 'itu'
gue ga sebodoh yg dia, atau me-re-ka kira
gue udah berusaha optimis dgn berfikir, it just a joke! dont take it tooo serious diah..
but how hard i've tried, than harder too to be optimist
thought that you are my bestfriend, but i was wrong, you're not
im soo thankfully to God cause i still have besties, some amazing besties that irrepleaceable : olivodydhea
i think i don't need her
she's not as nice/good/whatever as them
and you, boy
im really confused of you,it just a joke or it's a little attention for me?
i-dont-know. really-dont-know
but i think it just a joke. your attention and love and allthosefuckedthings are for her rite? hey look, she doesnt even 'know' you
but they're all your choices, they arent my bussiness, im nothing for you. i knew it
*back to bahasa
girl, gue tau kok lo berusaha 'lebih' dr gue. emang hak lo ya buat suka sama siapa even the guy you love or like is same as your 'bestie' does. kalo dia milih lo, silahkan. its his choice. whatever he does, im happy if he is happy too, its because i love him. maybe i cant make him happy and maybe you can. so just go through
im okay. im fine. else? im pretending
exactly, im (trying to be) okay. im (trying to be) fine. else? and im (not) pretending
taun ini, 2009 emang jadi taun yg berat bgt buat gue. berat banget. masalah numpuk semua ditaun ini. semoga di taun 2010 bisa benerin hidup gue. masalah ga numpuk, gue gaksibuk, punya waktu luang, and yeahh wish that i'll have a happy ending at 2010
mungkin taun ini emang Allah ngasi ujian segitu banyaknya ke gue buat nguji kesabaran gue. gue mungkin kurang ibadah.tapi semua ada hikmahnya, gue disuruh sabar, and all those problems taught me how to solve problems, how to stay calm, how to be patient, and else
apa cerita gue kepanjangan? maaf ya campur aduk gini bahasanya hehe
maybe im going to sleep now, bye
i miss this blog, and i wanna write in bahasa hehe
maaf ya gue ngeblog kalo cuman lg ada masalah ato apa. tapi emang itu kan gunanya blog, buat cerita? walaupun banyak postingan gue yg isinya gajelas-an semua
gue lagi bingung plus sediiiiiiiiiiihhhh bgtt
gue ganyangka aja
tapi entah knp gue dpt bad feeling
gue tau 'itu'
gue ga sebodoh yg dia, atau me-re-ka kira
gue udah berusaha optimis dgn berfikir, it just a joke! dont take it tooo serious diah..
but how hard i've tried, than harder too to be optimist
thought that you are my bestfriend, but i was wrong, you're not
im soo thankfully to God cause i still have besties, some amazing besties that irrepleaceable : olivodydhea
i think i don't need her
she's not as nice/good/whatever as them
and you, boy
im really confused of you,it just a joke or it's a little attention for me?
i-dont-know. really-dont-know
but i think it just a joke. your attention and love and allthosefuckedthings are for her rite? hey look, she doesnt even 'know' you
but they're all your choices, they arent my bussiness, im nothing for you. i knew it
*back to bahasa
girl, gue tau kok lo berusaha 'lebih' dr gue. emang hak lo ya buat suka sama siapa even the guy you love or like is same as your 'bestie' does. kalo dia milih lo, silahkan. its his choice. whatever he does, im happy if he is happy too, its because i love him. maybe i cant make him happy and maybe you can. so just go through
im okay. im fine. else? im pretending
exactly, im (trying to be) okay. im (trying to be) fine. else? and im (not) pretending
taun ini, 2009 emang jadi taun yg berat bgt buat gue. berat banget. masalah numpuk semua ditaun ini. semoga di taun 2010 bisa benerin hidup gue. masalah ga numpuk, gue gaksibuk, punya waktu luang, and yeahh wish that i'll have a happy ending at 2010
mungkin taun ini emang Allah ngasi ujian segitu banyaknya ke gue buat nguji kesabaran gue. gue mungkin kurang ibadah.tapi semua ada hikmahnya, gue disuruh sabar, and all those problems taught me how to solve problems, how to stay calm, how to be patient, and else
apa cerita gue kepanjangan? maaf ya campur aduk gini bahasanya hehe
maybe im going to sleep now, bye
11.23.2009
fyi, iloveyou
woohoo, hellooo
wakakak judulnya apabanget deh mampus bgtt. cieee diahh.haha apapula
jadi hari sabtu gue ke labs forlavarte. trus........................................
trus pulang jam setengah 5an, trus jalan sama papa ke pi hihi asik bgt ya. kan nyokap gue lg pergi, jadi gue minta barang tinggal ngebujuk dikit, acting dikit deh pasang muka melas, dibolehin. sebabnya bokap gue takut gue nangis ato apa krn ditinggal nyokap HAHA. adanya gue seneng canda
trus ya, gue lagi sukaaaaaaa bgttt beli sepatu. ini udah parah bgt jadi tiap minggu bawaannya pengen beli sepatu gitu hahaha parah ye berasa berak duit apa.
ohiya kan lagi musim ulangan harian, (dan itu gaenak bgt ya) trus nilai gue yg bagus ini nih hehe. eh tapi gapunya niat pamer ye.
kimia, 92
biologi, 80
bahasa indonesia, 100
english speaking, 92
dan yg jelek, nih ya gue warnain,camkan tuh, diinget, ketawain juga gapapa deh biar seneng ye bahagia dunia akherat :
fisika, 25
kann, gue aja sampe speechless 3 detik kemudian tertawa bahagia (??)
tapi gue lebih speechless lagi mendengar.......
dan membaca ...................
ahuahauhauahhauhaua
sudah ya aku mulai tak waras, ini semua gara gara cinta canda bgt anjir
wakakak judulnya apabanget deh mampus bgtt. cieee diahh.haha apapula
jadi hari sabtu gue ke labs forlavarte. trus........................................
trus pulang jam setengah 5an, trus jalan sama papa ke pi hihi asik bgt ya. kan nyokap gue lg pergi, jadi gue minta barang tinggal ngebujuk dikit, acting dikit deh pasang muka melas, dibolehin. sebabnya bokap gue takut gue nangis ato apa krn ditinggal nyokap HAHA. adanya gue seneng canda
trus ya, gue lagi sukaaaaaaa bgttt beli sepatu. ini udah parah bgt jadi tiap minggu bawaannya pengen beli sepatu gitu hahaha parah ye berasa berak duit apa.
ohiya kan lagi musim ulangan harian, (dan itu gaenak bgt ya) trus nilai gue yg bagus ini nih hehe. eh tapi gapunya niat pamer ye.
kimia, 92
biologi, 80
bahasa indonesia, 100
english speaking, 92
dan yg jelek, nih ya gue warnain,camkan tuh, diinget, ketawain juga gapapa deh biar seneng ye bahagia dunia akherat :
fisika, 25
kann, gue aja sampe speechless 3 detik kemudian tertawa bahagia (??)
tapi gue lebih speechless lagi mendengar.......
dan membaca ...................
ahuahauhauahhauhaua
sudah ya aku mulai tak waras, ini semua gara gara cinta canda bgt anjir
11.19.2009
repeating : imissyou
hey, inti dari posting ini yaitu judulnya. wakakak ketauan bgt yak hayoo buat siapa di?? hm itutuuuhh yg itu yg lucu yg ketawanya ngangenin
bet (?)
ecie sepertinya makin kesini postingan gue isinya love love gitu ya hahah.
dan yaa, gue belom nulis kan my high school life. sma itu menyenangkan. kelas gue, yaitu xf juga asiiiikk bgttttt. anaknya pada berisik semua, gila semua, pokoknya asik bgt deh isinya lawakan semua. dan gue mau ngaku kalo gue pernah pipis di celana (ups) pas lg di xf gara2 ketawanga yg bener2 parah bgt. HAHA JIJIK GASIH LO WQWQ. eh tp itu dikit ya keliatan di rok pokoknya ga keliatan deh. HAHA TAPI SAMA AJA JIJIK YAKAN.
trus entah karna faktor apa gue di sma suka panik gitu. suka merasa terbebani sm
sesuatu. suka parno (ups) sendiri. suka deg2 an gajelas gitu gitu deh. dan gue tiba tiba suka melukin orang! tapi cewe ya bukan cowo, lokiraguejablay. kayak tadi, yg cewe2 pada gue pelukin. so far, yg plg enak buat dijadiin bahan pelukan itu farah, trus diana juga, dia empuk. trus riris juga dan raya jugaa. hemas juga deng heheh my mommahems!
trus td lo musti tau ya gue tuh nyamperin oliv ke aksel trus gue peluk dia trus gue nangis! gue juga gatau kenapa gue kayak gitu huhu mungkin karna banyak bgt hal yg ada di pikiran gue yg sebenernya biasa aja, tapi gue pikirin terus sampe
sedih sendiri HAHAH cacat mental nih diah
oiyaaa uas tinggal 14 hr lagi! aaarrghh malesin bgt sih. tapi gue punya target biar 5 besar, ato 3 besar insyallah amin bgtbgt. iyasih gue nyadar bgt pas uts kemaren pokoknya 3 bulan kemaren gue malesnya to the max. gue aja ulangan gapernah belajar, nyatet jarang bgt, pas privat dirumah malah tidur, waktunya belajar malah main iphone dan lain lain. jadinya gue cuman ranking 10 trus dimarahin HAHA. kalo gue bisa 5 besar, gue mau minta les panah sama les nembak. itu pasti seru sekalee yaaa hihiw
bet (?)
ecie sepertinya makin kesini postingan gue isinya love love gitu ya hahah.
dan yaa, gue belom nulis kan my high school life. sma itu menyenangkan. kelas gue, yaitu xf juga asiiiikk bgttttt. anaknya pada berisik semua, gila semua, pokoknya asik bgt deh isinya lawakan semua. dan gue mau ngaku kalo gue pernah pipis di celana (ups) pas lg di xf gara2 ketawanga yg bener2 parah bgt. HAHA JIJIK GASIH LO WQWQ. eh tp itu dikit ya keliatan di rok pokoknya ga keliatan deh. HAHA TAPI SAMA AJA JIJIK YAKAN.
trus entah karna faktor apa gue di sma suka panik gitu. suka merasa terbebani sm
sesuatu. suka parno (ups) sendiri. suka deg2 an gajelas gitu gitu deh. dan gue tiba tiba suka melukin orang! tapi cewe ya bukan cowo, lokiraguejablay. kayak tadi, yg cewe2 pada gue pelukin. so far, yg plg enak buat dijadiin bahan pelukan itu farah, trus diana juga, dia empuk. trus riris juga dan raya jugaa. hemas juga deng heheh my mommahems!
trus td lo musti tau ya gue tuh nyamperin oliv ke aksel trus gue peluk dia trus gue nangis! gue juga gatau kenapa gue kayak gitu huhu mungkin karna banyak bgt hal yg ada di pikiran gue yg sebenernya biasa aja, tapi gue pikirin terus sampe
sedih sendiri HAHAH cacat mental nih diah
oiyaaa uas tinggal 14 hr lagi! aaarrghh malesin bgt sih. tapi gue punya target biar 5 besar, ato 3 besar insyallah amin bgtbgt. iyasih gue nyadar bgt pas uts kemaren pokoknya 3 bulan kemaren gue malesnya to the max. gue aja ulangan gapernah belajar, nyatet jarang bgt, pas privat dirumah malah tidur, waktunya belajar malah main iphone dan lain lain. jadinya gue cuman ranking 10 trus dimarahin HAHA. kalo gue bisa 5 besar, gue mau minta les panah sama les nembak. itu pasti seru sekalee yaaa hihiw
can i call it 'love'?
hey
gue pengen cerita bgt. gue pengen cerita ke teman teman ku tersayang (hoek). tapi gue gabisa. bukan gue gamau, tp gatau gimana mendeskripsiinnya. gimana mau cerita kalo gak tau apa yg mau diomongin. gue juga gaenak. perasaan gue terus yg cerita ke mereka, mereka ga sesering gue. kesannya gue gamau dan gabisa dengerin cerita orang. padahal kan gue mau jadi tempat cerita. emang sih mereka mau cerita, terbuka, tapi itu kalo gue bilang "ayo dong cerita". tapi jujur gue pengen bgt cerita skrg. tapi nulis di
blog juga gue gatau kata2 apa yg harus dipake
jadi inti masalahnya, something weird with him. tuhkan gue gatau mau ngomong apa. intinya,
i did love you, i do love you and i will always love you. i know it so damn cheesy, and i know you know that it was for you and i know, you guys know it was dedicated for who
gue yg lg bingung dan rada seteres mikirin ini,
diah
gue pengen cerita bgt. gue pengen cerita ke teman teman ku tersayang (hoek). tapi gue gabisa. bukan gue gamau, tp gatau gimana mendeskripsiinnya. gimana mau cerita kalo gak tau apa yg mau diomongin. gue juga gaenak. perasaan gue terus yg cerita ke mereka, mereka ga sesering gue. kesannya gue gamau dan gabisa dengerin cerita orang. padahal kan gue mau jadi tempat cerita. emang sih mereka mau cerita, terbuka, tapi itu kalo gue bilang "ayo dong cerita". tapi jujur gue pengen bgt cerita skrg. tapi nulis di
blog juga gue gatau kata2 apa yg harus dipake
jadi inti masalahnya, something weird with him. tuhkan gue gatau mau ngomong apa. intinya,
i did love you, i do love you and i will always love you. i know it so damn cheesy, and i know you know that it was for you and i know, you guys know it was dedicated for who
gue yg lg bingung dan rada seteres mikirin ini,
diah
11.16.2009
im doing this when i get bored
heyyyy
i made a looklet account. but it has made since 6 months ago, or 7 or 8 whatever. and if you mind, you can take a look at here.
andd, i want share some of my (foolish) looks hehe
by the wayyy, i got some homeworks. they're too much! hm i wish i can be the 1st or 2nd or 3rd or at least, 5th at the class.
and wanna share something, here are my favourite songs of this week
- by female singer :
1. beautiful eyes - taylor swift
2. goodbye - miley cyrus
3. untouchable - taylor swift
- by male singer :
1. like we used to - a rocket to the moon
2. i just laugh - nevershoutnever!
3. gotta find you - joe jonas at camp rock
enough i think, and byeeeeeeeee
diah
i made a looklet account. but it has made since 6 months ago, or 7 or 8 whatever. and if you mind, you can take a look at here.
andd, i want share some of my (foolish) looks hehe
1st look 2nd look
3rd look 4th look
5th look 6th look
so far, my favourite one is the 4th look
by the wayyy, i got some homeworks. they're too much! hm i wish i can be the 1st or 2nd or 3rd or at least, 5th at the class.
and wanna share something, here are my favourite songs of this week
- by female singer :
1. beautiful eyes - taylor swift
2. goodbye - miley cyrus
3. untouchable - taylor swift
- by male singer :
1. like we used to - a rocket to the moon
2. i just laugh - nevershoutnever!
3. gotta find you - joe jonas at camp rock
enough i think, and byeeeeeeeee
diah
no doubt, BUT sure for 100％
hey again, its been loong time (always 'long time' eh?) since my lastlast post
i miss this beloved blog honestly. but now i often post sumthin at twitter andd rarely at blogger. maybe its because post at twitter easier than at blog. and i still of blogging, of course. and hmm guess what? i've changed my blog template. is it better or not? but i thing this template is better the older. yaya it depends on my mood key? and i've got my new haircut! even that its been 2 weeks agoo
about the title, i want to share a thing. do you remember my last post? which is at that post, i wrote that i doubt for something. the newbie. remember? but i now im sure for 100％. and im doubt for 0％. get it?
this saturdayy, i'll do a what-a-english-contest. news reading. or news casting. ah whatever. honestly i feel 'wow' for that contest. but, in the other side i really really damn want to dgjslddhdkdnuddbdk. its secret, sorry i cant tell ya. and for this sunday, i must take vocal exam. wish me luck guyss!
one month again dude! one month! err ya i mean, at december 14th i'll get older. oh god i dont want to be older. i still want to be a 13-years-old-girl. its funny and amazing you know? 13. not a child. not yet to be a teen too
and my wish for my birthday is : i hope everyone can pray for me, wish that i can reach my dreams, all my dreams. and wish me that i'll get better days, better life, and be a good person
ohya, maybe i'll post again, with bahasa. i love indonesia. even that i love england too lol
bye for now, see ya and take care
peace,
DIAH
i miss this beloved blog honestly. but now i often post sumthin at twitter andd rarely at blogger. maybe its because post at twitter easier than at blog. and i still of blogging, of course. and hmm guess what? i've changed my blog template. is it better or not? but i thing this template is better the older. yaya it depends on my mood key? and i've got my new haircut! even that its been 2 weeks agoo
about the title, i want to share a thing. do you remember my last post? which is at that post, i wrote that i doubt for something. the newbie. remember? but i now im sure for 100％. and im doubt for 0％. get it?
this saturdayy, i'll do a what-a-english-contest. news reading. or news casting. ah whatever. honestly i feel 'wow' for that contest. but, in the other side i really really damn want to dgjslddhdkdnuddbdk. its secret, sorry i cant tell ya. and for this sunday, i must take vocal exam. wish me luck guyss!
one month again dude! one month! err ya i mean, at december 14th i'll get older. oh god i dont want to be older. i still want to be a 13-years-old-girl. its funny and amazing you know? 13. not a child. not yet to be a teen too
and my wish for my birthday is : i hope everyone can pray for me, wish that i can reach my dreams, all my dreams. and wish me that i'll get better days, better life, and be a good person
ohya, maybe i'll post again, with bahasa. i love indonesia. even that i love england too lol
bye for now, see ya and take care
peace,
DIAH
11.08.2009
wood and brown
hey, long time no post ya auhauah.
gue lagi bingung.
lagi ragu.
daripada banyakan bacot, mending langsung cerita ya
jadi gini, ada 3 orang, orang pertama kita kasih julukan 'oldie'
orang kedua, 'newbie'
orang ketiga, 'nowie'
dimulai dr oldie, okelah gue baik, jadi gue kasih tau kalo si oldie ini... ituloh si abc. taugak? kalo baca post lama gue pasti taulah heheh. sebenernya gue udah gasuka ga apapun ya, tapi hm tiap lagi ngobrol ato ga sengaja ngeliat ke dia, pasti masih ada perasaan gimanaaa gitu. aduh gimana sih ngomongnya malu sendiri gue. jadi gini, bahasa alaynya, kalo lagi ngomong sama dia, ketemu ato apapun masih ada sedikit dagdigdug gitu HAUAHAUHAUA. tapi gasuka ya, gaboleh. tapi gue kangen sama dia yg lama, sifatnya dan semuanya.
sekarang yg newbie. maybe i like him. i'm still doubtttt. dia itu, baik gt2 deh. tapi gue sukanya pas ketemu doang dan sifatnya juga suka. tapi kalo lg dirumah ga begitu nginget dan kalo liat fbnya rada males huahu. tapi guee kalo lg ketemu tuh sukanya udah tahap imy gitu tapii. ah gatau ah bingung sendiri kan.
dann, si nowie. gue suka, tp karna tampang. tapi ini sih kepikiran sampe rumah juga hehe. misalnya lupa nih karna lama ga ketemu, pas ketemu ngg ato bisa dibilang liat, langsung .. sumpah deh antara seneng deg2an takut blabaabalba.
kayak 7 menit yg lalu, gue berasa pengen nangis bgt sumpah. bukan karna sedih tapi karna bingung samaaa. ah gatau ga bisa di deskripsiin huhu.
tapi, dalam waktu 5 bulan udah bisa bawa perubahan banyak bgt. gue pengen kembali ke 5 bulan yg lalu, tp gapengen juga. kalo menyangkut oldie, gue pengen ke 5 bulan yang lalu. tapi kalo menyangkut newbie, gue gak pengen ke 5 bulan yg lalu maunya sekarang terus. i mean, 'now' isnt bad. 'now' is good. it's perfect and i'm happy live at 'now'.
wish that i'll get suprising and unforgotable (of course, good things not bad) present for my 14th birthday this year, ameeennn. it can be things, mm i mean like dslr or what, it can be holiday, situation, words, or person!!
so, bye for now
diah
gue lagi bingung.
lagi ragu.
daripada banyakan bacot, mending langsung cerita ya
jadi gini, ada 3 orang, orang pertama kita kasih julukan 'oldie'
orang kedua, 'newbie'
orang ketiga, 'nowie'
dimulai dr oldie, okelah gue baik, jadi gue kasih tau kalo si oldie ini... ituloh si abc. taugak? kalo baca post lama gue pasti taulah heheh. sebenernya gue udah gasuka ga apapun ya, tapi hm tiap lagi ngobrol ato ga sengaja ngeliat ke dia, pasti masih ada perasaan gimanaaa gitu. aduh gimana sih ngomongnya malu sendiri gue. jadi gini, bahasa alaynya, kalo lagi ngomong sama dia, ketemu ato apapun masih ada sedikit dagdigdug gitu HAUAHAUHAUA. tapi gasuka ya, gaboleh. tapi gue kangen sama dia yg lama, sifatnya dan semuanya.
sekarang yg newbie. maybe i like him. i'm still doubtttt. dia itu, baik gt2 deh. tapi gue sukanya pas ketemu doang dan sifatnya juga suka. tapi kalo lg dirumah ga begitu nginget dan kalo liat fbnya rada males huahu. tapi guee kalo lg ketemu tuh sukanya udah tahap imy gitu tapii. ah gatau ah bingung sendiri kan.
dann, si nowie. gue suka, tp karna tampang. tapi ini sih kepikiran sampe rumah juga hehe. misalnya lupa nih karna lama ga ketemu, pas ketemu ngg ato bisa dibilang liat, langsung .. sumpah deh antara seneng deg2an takut blabaabalba.
kayak 7 menit yg lalu, gue berasa pengen nangis bgt sumpah. bukan karna sedih tapi karna bingung samaaa. ah gatau ga bisa di deskripsiin huhu.
tapi, dalam waktu 5 bulan udah bisa bawa perubahan banyak bgt. gue pengen kembali ke 5 bulan yg lalu, tp gapengen juga. kalo menyangkut oldie, gue pengen ke 5 bulan yang lalu. tapi kalo menyangkut newbie, gue gak pengen ke 5 bulan yg lalu maunya sekarang terus. i mean, 'now' isnt bad. 'now' is good. it's perfect and i'm happy live at 'now'.
wish that i'll get suprising and unforgotable (of course, good things not bad) present for my 14th birthday this year, ameeennn. it can be things, mm i mean like dslr or what, it can be holiday, situation, words, or person!!
so, bye for now
diah
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